2020年May

Heartbreak and Music 4

Broken heart and music 4 In my mid-twenties, I also had an older woman in my dreams rather than a love object. Rather than being beautiful, she is pretty in terms of detail, and she has a bald mood. A light dialect is pleasant to the ear. I just noticed that what I like is this type of person in common. I don't care about what I look at, but at that time I weighed about 55 kilograms, and maybe it wasn't as out of balance as I am now.  A 27-year-old married man who graduated from a local national university. My husband is a salesman in Bali, and I have greeted him once. Wasn't it the same age that I met at the university? She called her partner like a friend.  It may be difficult for the public to understand, but she felt a big difference in being married. He even felt guilty that he was the only one who was happy. Because the husband was a common sense person very much, the gap might have spread further. All the people around me were those who dropped out of the world. It was a strange environment if it recalled that being "normal" stood out rather.  When a woman with severe disabilities started living alone, she became a full-time caregiver. I later participated in this person's care and became acquainted with Kiyoko-san. The pale feeling might have been gathered faintly while turning away the face.  August 12, 1985, 7:00 p.m.  On the day of my fate, we had curry and rice made by Kiyoko-san for dinner. It was a time when the three of us surrounded the chabudai and blossomed into a daily topic. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Go6uvR8LCnI Karakusa pattern of mental landscape Contact us from here! Language This page has been automatically translated. Please note that it may differ from the original content.

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Heartbreak and Music 3

Broken heart and music 3 In the old box car of the shop (I was ensted when it was raining), set the car stereo that I picked up from the coarse garbage storage place. I put a dubbing cassette tape and continued to play June Christie's song during the long drive of delivery and purchase.  "Give me something cold." It is a very painful content that the middle-aged woman who is completely tired says to himself over the counter that I was in its own way when I was young. But her singing voice was more familiar to me at that time than the English lyrics. And, the orchestra of the accompaniment is good, too. The "cool" trumpet of the mute at the beginning is the best. Every time I repeated it, it sounded to me, "Cool your head."  Both the man and her met almost every day after that. The thought which should have been told only to her came around and came back to my ears amusingly. "She's that kind of woman, so be careful from now on." Even if it recalls now, the regret does not spring up mysteriously, shame, and regret. She was a nurse. At the end, I heard that he broke up with a man, was exhausted both physically and mentally, and went back to his parents' home after everything was over. If you're fine, will you be 55 this year? It's early, isn't it? I hope you're fine.  "Something Cool" that I was listening to at that time is a mono board recorded in 1953. I think that this is a piece of the miracle even if it listens now. In June Christie's career, which is by no means short, only this voice at this time stands out. It is cool single-mindedly, but it is absorbed to the core of the heart when noticing to the back.  She said she had a disadvantaged childhood because of her parents' estrangement. It's supposed to be a husky and cheerful singing voice, but that's why I always feel the sign of shadow. After drinking too much, he ransacked his voice and passed away from kidney disease at the age of 64. The height as a singer was a really short person. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SH8cEY6tbmE ← Nan or something like that, open it from YouTube, your smile, I'm here to contact you please here! Language This page has been automatically translated. Please note that it may differ from the original content.

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Heartbreak and Music 2

Broken heart and music 2 My teen was dark.  Even in my twenties, the days of darkness continue, but there are times when I shine instantly. This is how I set up "predatory love" when I was young. I didn't mean that the other party was married, but the man was on a relationship where he met every day, and he didn't know that relationship with her, and he didn't think about it and "put out his hand".  I was able to communicate with the opposite sex, at least there are a few pasts that seemed to me. The naivety who was not familiar with the love relation, and was still young fell in love with the other party in an instant from a trivial chance.  Every night, when I went to her apartment, we talked about their future, which was not concrete at all, as much as time allowed. For me at that time, love is a choice between zero or 100, and whether to catch or catch. "My woman" may be a dead word now, but she was the most important possession in the world for me at that time.  The honey moon of the two men ended in less than two weeks. because she returned to her original pod. The telephone of the parting from her who came to my rag house in the middle of the night. "I can't break up with his."  I was not convinced very much, and went to her apartment many times. Every time I saw a man's car parked, I continued every day to turn back without any way to do it, and at the end of the day, I gave up.  This is exactly what despair is all about. It was the power of music that I managed to get through while I lost sight of the meaning of living and spent the days missing of the soul. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jn8EtaxGJP0 Give me something cold, please contact us here! Language This page has been automatically translated. Please note that it may differ from the original content.

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Heartbreak and Music 1

Broken heart and music 1 Because of various things, the blog has completely been cut off. It's time to update. However, the majority of the contract destination has just begun to be liberated from the spell of self-restraint at last. How long should I spend more days until I get back to normal driving? Even if you try to update, the state that there is no story related to the main business should continue for a while.  Therefore, the blog has to focus on a personal topic for the time being. If that's the case, I think I'll make it thoroughly private. What about the title of "Heartbreak and Music"?  As I'm 58 years old soon, I don't have a lot of love experience like the president and the great man. If it is not the type to be popular with the woman, it is firmly aware. After all, it is a twisted character that it never wants to lose to the exchange of the word which is the main weapon of the other party. It is unpleasant especially when the compromise attitude of "It is not able to be matched by the mouth" like the man of the world is dealing with the opposite sex.  When it comes to an argument, while receiving the opponent's onslaught, in fact, aim at the opportunity to fight back. The battle develops to the hottest one by the word which puts out at the moment of here and there effectively picking up the wound of the other party. The other party is tired and says, "That's enough!" It responds to the attrition war for many hours until it becomes. From here, it never breaks. It was only a few years ago that I was freed from the history of a barren struggle with my wife. The other party might have changed, or it might have given up. My unadness is no different. How dare you live with me for 28 years? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j3KVva1Cx8g ← Copy and search. Only you are in my heart, and the inquiry is here! Language This page has been automatically translated. Please note that it may differ from the original content.

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